joker1648 (10:43:05 PM): because, lately, idk, i can't explain it, it'd take too long

karatekidmeers (10:43:20 PM): but i want you to explain it to me

karatekidmeers (10:43:48 PM): please

joker1648 (10:44:03 PM): okay, i belive in love, love is so strong, that people have lefted freaking helicopters off of other people, and well, lately, i've been thinking a lot about it

joker1648 (10:44:55 PM): love is not just a feeling, but a force, god is love, and when you thin about just how big god is, god is 484567845789567894567894567815245645678465789456789+ times bigger than anythign we can think of, so, how big is love?

joker1648 (10:45:01 PM): same size, bigger?

joker1648 (10:46:33 PM): i love people, my mom, my best friend, katie(not romantically, i dont think), casey,the girl i was telling you about, but when most people think "love" they think, ross and rachel

joker1648 (10:46:37 PM): romeoe and juliet

joker1648 (10:46:50 PM): the bacholeloerette

joker1648 (10:47:00 PM): and well, it can be like that

joker1648 (10:47:13 PM): but most if the time it is soo much stringewr

joker1648 (10:47:16 PM): stronger

joker1648 (10:48:42 PM): people say a lot "oh i love her/him" and they're like, not even 15, i'm not saying taht it is impossible for someone to find love so young, but that is the default that we come to, we see it on movies, tv, hear about it in songs, and we automatically use it and we donp't think of teh retirbutions it can have on us

joker1648 (10:49:15 PM): i once liked a girl taht said she loved me, i didn't know what to do, i thought that because she said it to me, i had to say it back

joker1648 (10:49:27 PM): and well, i have to go for a while, not sure how long

joker1648 (10:49:29 PM): but bbl

karatekidmeers (10:49:54 PM): i have never said i love you to a person that didn't deserve it, there are many levels of love

karatekidmeers (10:49:56 PM): ok

karatekidmeers (10:50:09 PM): you will finish this convo later though

karatekidmeers (10:50:10 PM): please

joker1648 (10:50:29 PM): i will

joker1648 (10:50:30 PM): brb

joker1648 (11:02:26 PM): back

karatekidmeers (11:02:31 PM): ok

joker1648 (11:03:02 PM): and i know you're not the person to throw it around like everyone else, but when i hear the way you talk about jeremy, that is the onyl way i could decribe it, love

joker1648 (11:03:22 PM): and i know you've thought about it we all do about someome we great;y care for

karatekidmeers (11:04:08 PM): but there is a fear that sets in my mind, scared that that love would not be returned

joker1648 (11:04:24 PM): and we all fear that

joker1648 (11:05:48 PM): love is god, god is to be feared, so in a roundabout way, so is love

karatekidmeers (11:06:14 PM): never looked at it that wat

karatekidmeers (11:06:16 PM): *way*

joker1648 (11:06:26 PM): and i don't reall wan to

joker1648 (11:06:29 PM): want to*

karatekidmeers (11:06:40 PM): does anybody

joker1648 (11:06:48 PM): i dont think so

joker1648 (11:07:13 PM): but seriously, when you look at it, i'm not trying to make you go insane or anything, what do you see?

joker1648 (11:07:16 PM): love, that is

karatekidmeers (11:07:32 PM): see?

joker1648 (11:07:50 PM): what is it that you think about romantic love?

karatekidmeers (11:08:19 PM): well having never experience a very true love, other than that with christ

karatekidmeers (11:08:23 PM): it is kinda hard

joker1648 (11:08:36 PM): yeah, and i think that is the best answer right now

joker1648 (11:09:04 PM): i've thought about love, it's one of my favorite things in the world, but in a romantic way, i'm not one who has experienced it

karatekidmeers (11:09:04 PM): as much as i want to be in a relationship with someone

karatekidmeers (11:09:13 PM): i don't want to rush into something that is not God given

joker1648 (11:09:21 PM): exactly

karatekidmeers (11:09:37 PM): love is a beautiful depending on the love that you view it in your eyes, mind and heart

karatekidmeers (11:09:42 PM): *thing*

joker1648 (11:09:55 PM): taht was always my biggest deal, i used to be all "hey i like you kinda, you seem to like me, let's 'date' for a week, and never talk again"

karatekidmeers (11:10:14 PM): and i do it frequently, but the Lord pulls me back before i do anything stupied

karatekidmeers (11:10:22 PM): *stupid*

karatekidmeers (11:10:39 PM): but i have never had a boyfriend

karatekidmeers (11:10:44 PM): so i am pure in every sense

karatekidmeers (11:10:53 PM): no holding hands, no cuddling, nothing like that

joker1648 (11:10:57 PM): that;s good, i wish i could claim to be of the same purity

karatekidmeers (11:11:12 PM): there are times i hate it

joker1648 (11:11:17 PM): why?

karatekidmeers (11:11:34 PM): i see everyone around me having those who want to hold them

karatekidmeers (11:11:36 PM): and love them

karatekidmeers (11:11:49 PM): but i realize that the longer I wait the more meaningful every step will be

joker1648 (11:11:56 PM): here is one of my favorite metaphors about love

joker1648 (11:13:02 PM): love is a party, where when you're not in love, you're sitting outside in the rain, uninvited, and everyone is inside the house, having a great time, and when you're in love, you're throwing the party, and nothing could be better

karatekidmeers (11:13:50 PM): umm ok

karatekidmeers (11:14:03 PM): not very helpful but it is meaningful

joker1648 (11:14:11 PM): i know

karatekidmeers (11:14:54 PM): it is a good metaphor though

joker1648 (11:14:57 PM): yeah

joker1648 (11:15:00 PM): thank dane cook

karatekidmeers (11:15:18 PM): i would rather not

joker1648 (11:15:24 PM): lol

karatekidmeers (11:15:24 PM): not very fond of his work

joker1648 (11:15:25 PM): yeah

joker1648 (11:15:30 PM): me neither really

karatekidmeers (11:15:50 PM): so until the day i experience true love

karatekidmeers (11:15:53 PM): i can't say much about it

joker1648 (11:15:59 PM): good policy